Saturday, November 21st, 2009
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3:34 am - return of ze frog.
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yes i'm back.
or am i?
today or rather yesterday was a rather fulfilling day.
managed to out-jump other competitors in the High Jump event during the joined divisions' track-and-field meet on Tuesday.
held at Changi Naval Base.
Dad sent me there in the morning coz the place is just too ridiculously far.
collected my trophy, dismantled it and shoved it into my bag.
hah.
met up with Daniel White at Tampines for Friday prayer at Darul Ghufran at noon.
the mosque, as usual, was packed and we prayed on the huge canvas laid on the field beside the mosque.
and it was drizzling.
as soon as the prayer was over, the sky barfed at us.
we immediately went for shelter, soaked in blessing (rainwater).
Dan was starving so we made our way to Mr Teh Tarik at Tampines Central.
i had some teh tarik and a little chat with Dan and his 2 friends from his secondary school.
talked alot about NS.
but instead of talking, i was listening to them 80% of the time.
after killing some time, i excused myself and went to Simpang Bedok to have dunch/linner with Shikin.
did some catching up and reminiscing.
night fell and i proceeded on to pick up my dear Della at SP.
spent some time with her and the wall and Jin Li and Terry and whoever was there.
in a nutshell, like i mentioned, it was a fulfilling day.
on top of that, i felt like i had some kind of enlightenment or realisation or epiphany or whatchamacallit.
it felt something like i'd finally dug my way out of confusion.
something that had been on my nerves these past few weeks.
thank God.
p.s. love you babygirl. *SMACK*
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Saturday, November 7th, 2009
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7:17 pm
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just posting something to make her feel satisfied.
till then.
byammby ahh.
=]
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Monday, September 28th, 2009
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3:51 pm
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You know I know public also know.
I love you Aby (ah-bee).
Muahh.
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Wednesday, September 16th, 2009
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1:51 am
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Friday, September 11th, 2009
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1:34 am - is my body~
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Few things wrong with my body.
I'm partially deaf.
In my right ear due to a history of hearing infection.
My ankles.
No idea what's happening to them but both of them take turns to ache.
Once in a while they feel like they're loose in the joints.
Hurts too.
My brain.
I think I take too long to think sometimes.
A lot of times actually.
My climbing body.
I don't climb as well anymore.
Hah.
I just wanted to complain about NS taking away my life=climbing.
I'm at the rock gym by the way.
Alone.
It's so damn quiet here today at this time.
Hehh.
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Monday, September 7th, 2009
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2:26 am - =)
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dear fiq,
i just want to say that i am so in love with you.
and i know you do too.
heh.
=]
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Thursday, September 3rd, 2009
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6:26 am - i love you.
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Climb stronger.
Jump farther.
What I wanna achieve by ClimbOn.
I miss owning routes and catching the dyno tile up to 2.4m away.
I can do this.
I have to.
Revival of the frog.
Time for some self-discipline.
Please ah.
One of my brothers wanted to watch a climbing competition so I told him about ClimbOn.
Too bad he had to catch me when I'm not in shape.
Yes I'm still in camp.
Friday come quick.
Climb time!
current music: Daddy Yankee - Pose
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Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009
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5:57 am - b is for boredom.
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In camp now.
I know I'm not supposed to bring my Dream but it gets really bored here at times.
Ok most times.
Hopefully I get a night's out later in the evening.
I haven't climbed for what seemed ages.
I know I'm gonna suck but I really wanna get back into my climbing shape again.
Though it seems somewhat impossible.
I spotted some fats hanging out around my non-existant six packs.
Never happened before.
Thanks ah Army.
You seriously need to open up a boulder gym here in Maju.
I'll be the fittest soldier ever who'd send your jaws dropping like loose change.
K wtf right.
Damn it whose alarm kept ringing just wake up already!
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Sunday, August 30th, 2009
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1:20 am - different.
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nothing beats homemade pasta, some chilled coke, donuts, a near-frozen can of redbull and your very own wondergirl.
=]
the thought of racing up the wall, grabbing tile after tile with speed and precision.
and letting adrenaline fuel the body under the pressure of competition, audience and anxiety.
i miss speed climbing.
i too miss doing significantly well in boulder.
ultimately, i miss my prime days.
i can go on babbling about what i miss but the point here, really, is change.
i keep living different lives.
that's why i'm always different.
i'm never truly the same for too long.
most of the changes occur involuntarily.
coping with the changes becomes a chore.
soon, it'll become a bore.
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Thursday, August 6th, 2009
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8:22 am - of lighters and matchsticks.
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and cigarettes.
i still ponder as to why i stepped into that 7-eleven one day and paid 11.20 for something i never thought i'd try.
thankfully, nicotine (FYI was an ingredient of insecticide in the past) hasn't gotten me totally hooked.
i can still live normally for a month without it, no problems.
or even live without it completely.
i was asked why and i gave boredom as a reason.
or was it an excuse?
maybe i was just curious.
i dare not dig too deep i might just lose it.
i've done many things i'm not too proud of.
having said that, i guess that shatters my self-proclaimed image of a good boy.
i'm not planning on doing anything though.
maybe not yet.
i'm still taking things slow.
i'm 21.
what's the rush?
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Wednesday, August 5th, 2009
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12:09 am - letter to you.
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Dear SAF,
I miss life.
I want my life back.
Please give me my life back.
Thanks.
Yours desperately,
3SG Mohd Hanif
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Tuesday, August 4th, 2009
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7:50 am - SSDC.
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We will be moving to our new multi-storey driving circuit in Woodlands around March 2010. All student are advised to start their practical lesson and complete their training and Traffic Police practical test before our centre move to Woodlands.
If by then, you have not completed your training or passed Traffic Police practical test, your training and practical test would have to be conducted in Woodlands.
nooooooooooooooooooooo.
i need to start taking my practicals soon.
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Monday, August 3rd, 2009
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11:56 pm - we find bliss in ignorance.
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Friday, July 31st, 2009
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7:39 am - 300709.
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yesterday was dad's birthday.
happy 55th daddy yankee.
wished him right after he sent me off for my course at Clementi Camp yesterday morning.
the subtle smile on his face was priceless.
it made me believe no other gift could make him smile like that.
i love my dad. very much.
as much as i love my mom.
p.s. ignore my face. hah.
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Thursday, July 30th, 2009
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12:24 am - the connection.
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it's amazing.
how sometimes you are really able to connect with someone.
you feel what he or she feels.
and it can directly affect your mood.
and it's amazing too.
how fucked up it is sometimes that you are not able to make someone laugh.
yet he or she laughs so easily because of someone else.
every dog has his day.
every monkey has his way.
every frog has his fly.
baby girl, i'll always FLY.
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Wednesday, July 29th, 2009
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1:14 am - 260609 laa.
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before you know it, it's been over a month.
it was unexpected yet wonderful.
yes it always is at first.
still, it is too early to tell.
here's to 1 month 3 days and many more to come.
and to ORD loh!
yea right.
love you baby girl.
=]
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Sunday, July 26th, 2009
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2:55 am - wtf.
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i expected more.
what is so difficult?
now i know why God hates gossip.
it's as evil as the devil itself.
i'm disappointed.
damn fucking disappointed.
i don't wanna imply anything else because it would be too much of an assumption.
im just too damn effing disappointed.
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Saturday, July 25th, 2009
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1:32 am - always.
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always reserved.
reticent.
sensitive.
and emotionless.
always jumping to the point of exhaustion.
running to the point of asphyxiation.
and climbing to the point of satisfaction.
always eat.
always sleep.
always trying to keep fit in unit life but failing miserably.
and will ultimately always love and be loved.
by you.
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Tuesday, July 21st, 2009
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7:04 am - despair not.
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Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un
We belong to Allah and to Him we shall return.
The Prophet s.a.w said , "If any Muslim man or woman suffers a calamity and keeps it in his memory, even if it happened a long time ago, saying each time it is remembered, "Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un" ('We belong to Allah and to Him do we return,') Allah, who is Blessed and Exalted will give a fresh reward each time it is said, equivalent to the reward when it happened."
(Tirmidhi: Ahmad and Bayhaqi, in Shu'ab al-Iman, transmitted it.)
Be strong, endure.
You are not alone.
You never were and never will be.
For we've all got your back.
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Sunday, July 19th, 2009
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3:19 am - bbg.
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i am serious about this.
but it is still too early to tell.
but whatever it is, she will still be loved.
=]
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